Bitter-Sweet

People always told me that planning a wedding was stressful but I guess I just didn't realize how stressful it actually was. I wish we could just quit school for 2 weeks and get everything done so we aren't planning right up until 10 minutes before our wedding. I know that isn't possible but, it'd be nice.

I seem to always post on this blog on good days when I'm extra happy. I think that people think I'm some super optimistic person all the time. Well, thats not true. At all. I have my days, the days where I'm so stressed out that I cry at every little thing and want to punch the wall every 5 minutes. Today is one of those days. I keep blaming my birth control for all my emotional break-downs. While that might be true part of the time, I guess I can't use that excuse every time. 


The past couple days I have been so sick of talking about our wedding I could scream. I just wish we would have eloped.

Things will come together in the end. Somehow, someway. They have to. I know that it will be the happiest day of our lives. I guess we have to taste the bitter before we know the sweet, right?

Thanks to everyone helping out with this wedding. I couldn't have done it without you. And thanks to everyone who has put up with me the past couple weeks. I've been a pain, I know.

On a happier note:

-Our announcements were printed today! I'm so excited to see them!
-My bridal shower on saturday was so fun! Thanks to everyone who made it possible and to everyone who came. I have the best family and future family ever.
-I picked up my dress! It fits like a glove :) Except for the length...I'm just too short! ha

There is only 33 days left! That makes me really excited but super stressed out at the same time.

Ok, I'm done writing my soap opera.

Have a happy fall day! :)